CHEMO – FINAL ROUND 12 OF 12

Monday began the final round of chemo. That makes 12 in all! Whew! Remarkable!

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Monday morning I went in to meet with my oncologist, Dr. Look, get bloodwork, take vitals, chemo infusion and IV fluids, like usual. The primary thing I wanted to know, a conundrum we had discussed last meeting, was what the partners said about my case. Dr. Look was confident that my case was unique because of how well the cancer responded to the treatments and surgery. He felt I may not need to go through a maintenance chemo regimen, which would have gone on indefinitely, same routine with fewer chemical ingredients.

To review:

  • My cancer tumor markers (aka Carcinoembryonoic Antogen or CEA for short) came down to normal range before my surgery in early January (hallelujah!)
  • The surgery was a neat success with clear margins (no cancer cells found in the margin of tissue removed along with the tumors)
  • I went through 6 more rounds of chemo post-surgery after I was declared NED (no evidence of disease)

I should be pretty squeaky clean. Therefore there is no baseline disease to monitor new cancer activity, and Dr. Look felt it would be of no benefit and possibly cause more discomfort and harm than good. The partners at Compass Oncology agreed. THAT, dear readers, is the best news all year.

Coming up, I will have a baseline CT scan in three weeks to compare with subsequent scans in the coming years. I will have bloodwork done quarterly, colonoscopies done annually and scans probably annually or maybe 6 months.

So with caution, I will be celebrating in the coming weeks as this final round wears off. I’m not much on celebrating my own achievements. Although I like the idea, I always feel that things could change at any time, so I feel better mushing my celebrations in with other celebrations happening around the same time, ie. holidays, birthdays, housewarming parties… just not my own celebration – I prefer just hitting the hiking trails, the kayaking, making art, just playing for a while. What to do without all those pesky doctor appointments all the time!

Although I was already drinking tiny amounts of wine between treatments (hey, when in Rome, right? And I’m always in proverbial Rome with my family), I felt that a glass would be helpful mentally and do little harm in my already struggling liver. After about a week of no alcohol, I do moderately miss it. But I have to say, I have some simple virgin drinks which I drink at night that I do love. Recipes may be shared! And from my lovely friend Bettina, now in Dusseldorf Germany, mailed some lovely, refreshing tea mixes that I binge on daily. Don’t ask what’s in them unless you want a photograph of the label, because it’s all in German.

The Tempest is over, the laundry list of complaints left over are all annoying ones. Drippy nose; bloody mucous; mild sinus congestion; unpredictable, urgent, frequent bowel movements; constipation (all chemo-driven); shingles are still numb, but only scars now; neuropathy in the souls of my feet; dry skin. What else? It all blends together, but I’m still functional!

I feel I’ve been pretty blessed in spite of this cancer event. I keep telling people that I aught to be sicker than I am, but I’ve had such good complementary care from my naturopathic doctor team, my medical doctors have been so on the ball in my case, I’ve been able to do most anything that I want, with exception of some side effect discomfort, fatigue and so on, I feel pretty energetic most of the time. Life for Matt and I has been on a good track, and we are very happy with what we have and who we hang out with! Can you believe all this can happen in the face of a devastating disease? I absolutely cannot, yet here we are. We are very grateful for the benefits life has for us right now. And I am so truly thankful for my family and friendships and all the love I feel from around the world! Even making new friends and reacquainting with old friends who are going through similar trials as me has given me new resolve to get through my own.

I cannot ask for more after this final round 12, except for a permanent state of NED!

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